the disease...

here disease means what it caually means "the disease" n no metaphor,there have been many, a fracture of fibula(still pains when i run),three sudden epileptic attacks after a head trauma (called focal seizures which are self limited cured by the age of 20 usually, n so they did),but these are unimportant,the most disabling one n the perennial disease i suffer from is one which one might think as the most unimportant one,that's rhinitis.nose block,large no. of sneezes n a thousand times whole year.now with age the attacks are not that frequent but whenever it attacks it's impossible to think,learn, do anything.it's "VASOMOTOR RHINITIS",my self made diagnosis,i use xylometazoline too much,so much so that i'm severely hyposmic now.i really feel myself blessed on the days i pass without sneezes.i even have sleep onset difficulty,n this rhinitis is related to that too,when i sleep less it turns more severe (vasomotor rhinitis is related to stress like this,even straining too much on studies etc.) n with it i cannot sleep.perhaps in few years i'l develop severe insomnia.