it's all about nothing new...

Now this post is dedicated to the fact that there’s nothing new going on,rather months have passed n things do not seem to present any novelty in them,picking out the incidences of significance;once praised by a consultant and mostly by colleagues hearing the usual remark ‘u are intelligent’.there’s nothing like ‘m bosting or being modest but this kind of remark has never been significant as it has never ever brought a change in my life n rather i take it as misconception in other person’s mind for the word ‘intelligence’(perhaps it is doing what is too expected,being a good mugger or some strange notion that the specky guy gives an intelligent look),whatever it is ,all over my life this remark has meant nothing for me..so this is not new..mmmm what next...yup,i revealed my crush to the person after 10-12 yrs, now since ‘m not in it and the other person was never in it that though gave me a sense of relief but it din seem anything new..why..perhaps as a chronic smouldering disease the facts were latently manifest (-ye kya hai) all throughout the illness..so such a daring act also did not bring anything new to me,..then..for psychiatric patients ;they are always with new features new symptoms and great range of variety,so that way; it’s nothing new but expected.otherwise as usual i’m not studying,bit worried about future(crap ,when i did that),eating alot(that’s cyclical),sleeping alot(that’s persistent),bunking duties,wasting time,watching movies,looking for someone(not exactly,episodic),lazying n sneezing(as usual),mobile discharged (electrically and economically) , room messy,bike demanding care,,...delhi,mumbai,lucknow,abroad..gmail,orkut,hi5,linked in facebook,doctor's hangout etc-all checked,nothing new, so all’s as usual,not new,or perhaps i’ve done everything to call anything’s new(?eternity) or perhaps’m waiting for novelties...